"Remembering the Beaches"

More pics on my recent bora trip..coming soon!!!

Just recently...PULELA WORLD in BORA (April 2006)  

Bora Nescafe Frap launch 2006 (A spontaneous work assignment) 

Maribago cruising with KO2006 team (Mar, 2006) 

Brown but clean and playful waves of Subic 

Dreadlocks in Galera 2005 

Peony glimmer at Bora 2005 

My Sun glimmer tatoo on a 2004 Bora trip 

Dramatic Pucca sands of Galera (2004)  

Pearl farm TA press junket with Rese and Mel 

Ending this spark
That lighted my long wait
Once again am in the dark
Hoping that in the middle of letting go
I’ll find you once more
I know we’ve yet to see
Where this all will come down to
I’m as uncertain as you
I’m as uncertain as this

Loving every minute of our afterglow
And pinching myself to let go
Every moment that we created
Has found its home
This is the place where we set each other free
Not once but over and over again
It would’nt be hard though for you to resist
So much better to feel than insist
That you would one day be mine
And yes, it’s ok..I know I’d be fine

So you’ll read me
And not ever care
So you’d see me
And pretend I am not there
We’d talk as if we never will miss
Each day that lead us both to this
I’d be honest enough to say
That to this moment I’m thinking of you each day
Everyday I give it up
Pray harder and think that one day I’d have to stop

Somehow we know it’s but right
To give up this so-called fight
And yet I’d be bluffing my thoughts away
Pretending that I never heard my heart break
I know in time, I would find
The love beneath this sacrifice
If you don’t want to hear me out, it’s ok
I only write for things I could’nt say

"Fancy You"

Hold me…
beneath the moonlight
In this sweet, sweet
summer night
The stars just glisten
My skin is missing
The tanny warmth
Of our bodies kissing

Ring your hands
Around me hula dancing
I love you.. love you
When we sway here rocking
I closed my eyes
As you fancy my face
I feel you tight
In this eternal embrace

Ooooh…sugar
I wanna be right next to you
Ooooh…darling
I’ll kiss your worries through
This is our night
This is our world
Let me fancy you
Let me fancy you

The dawn is breaking
The sun is shining
Waking up
Is best with you smiling
Ooh baby…another day
In this island getaway
Let’s sail it through
Let’s sail it through

I’d rather be here darling
At home in your arms so sweet
Forever with you baby
In this cozy summer heat
My love has found its nest
Let’s now do what we do best

Ooooh…sugar
I wanna be right next to you
Ooooh…darling
I’ll kiss your worries through
This is our night
This is our world
Let me fancy you
Let me fancy you

I’ll love you..love you baby
Oooh..sweet, sweet baby..

Now I am really tired of writing sad. It has been a vicious habit which I need to stop. As in now! Am I addicted to melancholy? Of finding words to describe that sweet song of a broken heart? I believe inspiration sets in on the perfect mix of stimulants (read: a new found love then a heartache, heartache then a new found love and so on..). I deserve to finally write about the real romance that I so look forward to..Maybe a little story that brings hope to all love fools out there...LOVE LORNS, Let's unite! This is crazy. Candidly putting it, I have been a favorite student in the "HeartBreak" department. If my theory holds true that this last blow simply says, I've yet to see the best, perhaps its high time to write about anticipation:

This is me waiting
beyond all tears that I've shed
This is me holding
When all hopes have gone dead
You were right on time
In this crazy world of mine.
I have been yours all along,
Darling yours all along

Now I'm glad I have not given up
Honey I am glad I shook your world up
Now hold my hands and don't let go
I'll be with you through sand and snow
You are that love, I'd love to sing
You are that prayer and everything
The lord knows my sweet surrender
He called on you to take on me over

Baby, having you makes all things right
Really glad I fought a good fight
You're my hundred sunshine in a million rays
My bright yellow cosmos playing chase
You're all those stars in my dreamy skies
My heart just leaps as I looked through your eyes

Sweep me off with a sweetened kiss
Intoxicate`me with caffeine bliss
My heart was yearning the minute I've found
That one true love in this world of doubt
Come on closer and dance with me
Loving you, loving me.
Baby...

Saying a lil' pray'r

When its wisdom
you'd be fair
There is wisdom
when you know he's there
Life rises on chances
we don't declare
We draw out lessons
as we care

Is it necessary
to know your loss?
In this fallen world
and his cross?
All your heartaches
In his tears
He got your hand
beyond all fears

It's even tougher
when you fight
Holding destiny
with all your might
Let the wind blow
all your defeat
A silent prayer
despite this heat

And now you know he sees you through
You know the lessons above the truth
It's not all about what you can do
He died and lived because of you.

Basking in the sunless sky during a Bora assignment 

Eto na. Pero wag.
Iniisip kita. Pero Mali.
Bakit ba?
Hinahanap kita
Hinahanap mo ko.
Anong problema?
Sabi ko iiwas nako
Sabi ko sakit ng ulo
O ayan na..Ako nalang kakalas
Kaibigan nga kita, Malabo nga lang
Pag kausap kita, masaya ako
Pag kausap ka ba nya masaya ka rin?
Hinahanap mo rin ba sya?
Kumikislap ba mata nya
Pag iniisip ka nya, bumabaduy din ba sya?
Lumulundag ba puso mo pag kasama sya?
Alam mo, masakit na talaga
Lumuluha ako, di mo nakikita
Iniisip ko nagyon lang ‘to
Lilipas din
Kakalimutan kita
Kakalimutan mo ko
Mahahanap ko rin sya sabi mo
Palibhasa nahanap mo na yung syo.
Ano ba? Di ka naman bobo
Ikaw yon! Ikaw yon!
Yung sinusulat ko..sayo yun
Hangang don nalang muna ako
Kunwari di mo nalang nabasa..di nangaling sakin
Kasi mali..Meron ka na
Baka ako ang bobo
Nahuhumaling sayo..
Sabi ko nga..Lilipas din ‘to
Masaya ka naman sa kanya diba?
Ok na sakin yun
Eto na..
Bka mahal na nga kita.