Wednesday, March 29, 2006

I realized that I don’t necessarily have to write everything down to express how I feel. Most of the time, it’s but enough that I am the only person in this world who can hear my heart break. There comes a time in your life when you’d finally know that you can play around on any aspect of your life but your heart for its more perilous than you thought and that a lot still try to be ignorant about it so they’d fool around mindless of what would be left of you when they take everything away. You’d know that in a lot of games, it pays to know who is in the losing end especially when it involves self-preservation. But then again, you’d believe that self-preservation is not selfishness. It’s simply protecting that place of sacrifice, the deepest riverbed of emotions and desires which you could give so easily just like that but can never take back. The moment friendship becomes complicated , It can never be friendship again. Next thing you know, you’d just have to accept the fact that you only meet your soul mate once and that it may not happen again because at that instance the only reasonable thing to do is let go.

"Dreaming my ALOHA" (my summer song)

You make me smile
one hundred miles
spread through my face
this hip swinging grace
DREAMING MY ALOHA

From dusk til dawn
will groove in this song
of lovers by the sun
reggae trips are fun
DREAMING MY ALOHA

I dream my ALOHA
I dream my ALOHA
Sand in my feet
At home in this heat
with my sweet ALOHA

And when the day is through
I whisper words to you
not going anywhere
until you take me there
DREAMING MY ALOHA

DREAMING MY ALOHA
Darling, My ALOHA

Saturday, March 25, 2006

The distance seem too real
so I decided to live in this dream
of a possibility to love you
and all is boundless but unseen

I found you and its aching
but I care enough to not even break
eventhough my heart has been crying
I wanted you badly than I can take

Can I fancy your imperfections
and end up forgetting you somehow?
So much butterflies inside of me
If I need to forget then let it be now..

Can we love in silence
and not hurt the one you own?
Can we walk in destiny
and not let what we feel show?

Thursday, March 23, 2006

I dunno what I am doing
But you put my mind at ease
Wrong as it may seem
I’d love you anyhow in my dreams

Is it bad enough to need you
When both our lives are making sense?
Finding it ridiculous to fall deeply
But my heart is drowning with no other strength

Glared by eternal sunshine
With a faked kiss I drew in my mind
Holding you so tightly
To my comfort, I made you mine

Hunted by your kindness
I’m intoxicated by your thoughts
Rampantly holding me
As I searched for my own loss

What moment may not have started
What possibility may not just happen
Will you love me anyhow
For this silent song I am singing now?

Sunday, March 19, 2006

"Hopeful""

I wanna be your sunshine
when this flat world seems so low
You make me cross the distance
when we let each moment go
And when everything makes sense
You try to build up your defense
Then we lose the hope we know
as we go on pass this show

Can we ever be?
Can we ever be?

Sparing gazes
Losing chases
Taken by the one you own
So my presence have to be despaired for now
Until you claim my heart somehow

More than hopeless
Less than hopeful
when its understated
It's less complicated
So keep the pace
In this crazy chase
coz I am less than hopeful
A little less than hopeful