Prose to you

I watched as the feathered smoke formed thoughts conveyed through your eyes. I lay in cosmic drain figuring out how life can change one heartbreak at a time….

I think in prose..

Soon everything will be gone flying in clouds like some oblique spiral stairwell of everything that transpired. All these have gone from its claimed significance to some measly memoir that wallowed us one thought at a time. You looked at me as I stared in space crossed blightly in bed. We went to change our steaming directions to different paths derived from one night of cautious fantasy. Only a bleak moment remains before we let go. I know from this paralleled sorrow that it will be hard to look back. I can go on cursing every beautiful thing hat we shared, fold the puzzles and pieces together to come up with the strangest purpose. Right now I just want to lie in eternity at a close distance from where we came from.

I’d liberally take you back but won’t.

Foolish song

I’d like to unlearn you
Tomorrow is another day
And yet you still inspire me
I want to forget you
But you’ve pissed right down my brain
And I can’t unwant you

I trace the tracks of you in my memory
And I seem to want some more of you
You’re what I wanna learn
You’re all I need to burn
I’m stupid to even yearn

Oh how hours past just thinking
This crazy game I’m playing
Unguessing all your flaws
When I’m pretty much in awe
..of you
..damn of you

I can’t unlearn you
Somebody fry my mind please
Every little thing in you
Such a habit I’m used to
We were never through
We were never through

Cold Beats

Watch me make this song
Where our cold beats belong
I’ve seen it in your eye
I’ve seen it in that smile

I’m hurting and then numb

I was hopeful and then some

The things I thought had worth

Meant nothing to you than dirt

Inspired by the numbness that you bring
For you this song I sing...

I’ll write it and not look back
I’ll leave it in your sack
I never would have wanted to stay
This is our way out in the rain

The part they call anger
Is where I never wanna linger
I’d offer you this peace
Written down in cold beats

And yet if you feel the need
To be that little angry kid
I’d let you have your way
Until tomorrow brings your day

Yeah…this is where the cold beats stay
Yeah…memories living us in vain

If you then choose to be bitter
Living you would be so much sweeter
All these is but a good thing
Nothing else is worth keeping

I’ll write it and not look back
I’ll leave it in your sack
I never would have wanted to stay
This is our way out in the rain

Cold beats on my finger..
Cold beats in your eye...