Snarl

maybe now i know what you can't do to me. i've snarled myself to believing that one day you would love me. i know now that i am a fool for believing that in my mind you have me. you had it blocked from the very start. I can never push through, never penetrate for what i can offer is time. in my mind i have you when in reality you have no one but her.This is my curse. Loving when i can't be loved. Living a life of sacrifice for deception. I pretend I am spontaneous. I thought i can take a flight to confusion. Nothing left than a heartache, a train wreck and you will never force yourself to care. Never will you be there the way i want you for you are her's not mine.