If you could only understand...
I don't mean to feel this way....
I hang on that tight rope in my chest..
..refusing to say what I feel inside
Words seen so simple but with you
...everything is complex
I am out of my league to even write it
...I don't want to process..I don't want to think
I am in awe of you..
Argh! even saying that hurts..
Why do I flail? Why do I even bother sprucing up?
This should'nt be..this can't
Every minute spent with you, a lost chance...
"better off this way" you say...
"better off this way" I think...
My heart sinks just thinking
...I can't concentrate
..I love you but I cant and I should'nt
I don't like this coz its crazy..it's insane.
I am insane for saying..