If you could only understand...
I don't mean to feel this way....
I hang on that tight rope in my chest..
..refusing to say what I feel inside
Words seen so simple but with you
...everything is complex
I am out of my league to even write it
...I don't want to process..I don't want to think
I am in awe of you..
Argh! even saying that hurts..
Why do I flail? Why do I even bother sprucing up?
This should'nt be..this can't
Every minute spent with you, a lost chance...
"better off this way" you say...
"better off this way" I think...
My heart sinks just thinking
...I can't concentrate
..I love you but I cant and I should'nt
I don't like this coz its crazy..it's insane.
I am insane for saying..
Wednesday, July 18, 2007
Tuesday, July 03, 2007
Singing my Sagada song...(Pretty in Sagada)
Lushing in this green..
A Labyrinth unseen
Sifting through my eye
I'll live beneath this sky
..steal surprises in hidden domes
I'll always know in my heart
I can be a lil pretty... Yes in this sweet new place ...I am pretty in Sagada
We ride on, We ride through
The fog that capped our moments through
In this valley yet unknown....Strange new sun in this green new home....
I am lurking in your embrace...
breezy weather in a lovely place
Yes for you I'll ride it through...
Pretty me...Pretty you..In this silence...
We'll remain
Humming up beneath the rain
Listening closely as you say.....
...Darling, you're pretty in Sagada
In little walks and great big climbs
Let me put those worries behind
Sagada's song reaps through my mind
within valleys and plains between the skies..