So what?

What do you do when you begin liking somebody and its hurting you? What if the main reason why you like him is the same reason why he’s not yours? What if you know for a fact that the one he is with is the one he deserves? What will you do if praying for his happiness would mean forgetting him? And what if you don’t want to forget him? What if after a long time, you suddenly remember how good it feels to be in love…then you also remember that it hurts? What do you do if another person makes more sense than him to be with you but you know for a fact that he may still not be the one? Would you wait for him? or just move on with the other? What if you’re not even sure whether this other person likes you and yet you know he may not turn out to be as bad after all? Would you risk liking him? Would you spend nights partying with him? Would be sold to the fact that most of the stuff he LOOOVES doing are also the same ones you LOOOVE doing? And then what if you really think he is handsome and both of you can make a great match? What if you may know that the joke is on you in the middle of all these? What if although you know you’re crazy enough to succumb to all these, you want to be at it again.. and again? Would you like to be in love? Infatuated? Why do you keep on feeling this way anyway?