Long and wait

Life like it was.
Struggling with me
Beneath me
Sometimes against me
Most of the time, you just have to wing it
Swing with it
Or let it be
Uncertainties in the future
Plainly living by the moment
Or just waiting….
A good job
A nice opportunity
That special someone
Happy days
A chance to ponder
That good glass of beer
A shot of tequila…
A ledge dance
Or a good cup of coffee
All too temporal but it offers a fine measly moment

After awhile, you’d realize that some things just can’t be thrown away
But at the back of your head, you know you have to.
It’s unfair…such a paradox of need
Slightly justified but most of the time misunderstood

At the end of the day, you climb back to your bed
And look forward to answers found only in your sleep

You make sacrifices often times unwavering for returns
You forgot about karma
the rewards the universe the universe holds for you on your turn
You know when you wake up that you’ll still be searching
….real friends
….a permanent vacation
….a new beginning