Listlessness the size of a pea

Rampant thoughts that growl in my head keep me profound. I have made my decisions yet clarity seems like a curse when you need to rest. I've officially resigned from this company I've worked at for more than a year and I 've yet to see answers falling down the sky like manna . I confined myself in random moments of silence as I drive my way to work, make frequent visits to the bathroom mirror or engage myself to doing residual work as I count 35 days to a new career. I prayed, read the bible and seeked peace as I search for the face of my sole source of faith. I cannot deny the joy I am feeling right now to slowly draw away from a fruitful year of various forms of familiarity. Parting it seems should be of sweet sorrow but not so much if you're swimming in a pool of faith buoyed with contentment (or how profound can I be?). I wanted to believe that I have every bit of uncertainty but all I have is just some listlessness the size of a pea.